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Friday, November 27, 2009
I created a new blog at onsugar yeah people! :D Hwever, I'll still be updating this blog sometime aye. Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Hi all. Let me jst tell a breif strytelling about my camp. Others might think tht it's fun bt fr me, it's boring. Th reason is simple. It's because, I fell sick on th frst two days. And by third day which is already th last day, there's nothing much tht cn be done except fr breaking th camp. Th way in and out frm and to th jetty is so tiring. Sing along or nt doesn't make any difference as I still feel tired. When I gt bck my phone, th frst person who called was Lutfy. Irritating kn?! Babi uh! And thn followed by Hasan. Lyke wht th hell laa kn! I dnt mind laa if bbyg actually msg or called me at tht point of tyme as I missed her most. I called mummy and she fetch me frm changi and went home. I took a good bath, clean up my camp things and went off to bed. At night, I went to meet Lutfy and th rest because I miss them all. Thn, reached at thier place and everyone was shoutingmy name and they came running to me hugging me and son. Gyler kn drng? Thn, suddenly they reminded me of hym and my bday. I was somehw suprise when they reminded me about hym and by th second day of my camp I knw he's already off fr hys camp too. I'm nt looking frward fr my bday after hwt happened. I thought thys year would be even better thn last year. Bt, it's th same thing after all. So, wht th point of celebrating it? I miss my bbyg and hym alot siol )': If you guys are wondering who is hym, jst read through my previous post about wht happened between my realtionship laa kn. Bt I'm sure bbyg knows about it. Bbyg, I miss you! Meet up soon aye when th both of us gt th money to buy many many things and go fr my favourtie session again aye. If I miss hym, wht shoul I say cause I knw there's no point saying I miss hym when he doesn't even care. I'm sure he's enjoying lyfe yeah. Bt still, I miss hym. Okey da, bye! Sunday, November 22, 2009
 Back from camp people!TAG REPLIES: To guest, maner satu? adr bnyk lagu. To psb, no I'm nt. Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I miss hys gdnight kisses, I miss th voice tht makes me melt and I really miss hym. No one really understands hw I feel. My phone have nt been ringing synce the day u went fr camp. Well, sometimes, you have to accept the fact that some people are going to stay in your heart forever, even if you are gone in theirs. And, u left me without a word. I can't move on. Luutfy, I'm really sorry. My heart will only be fr one person unless someone cn change thys feelings. I'm sure y'knw who th person is. Okey, bye. Monday, November 16, 2009
 Hi. I'm falling in love w Kak Mazni's tagged song. I kept repeating th song fr dnt knw hw many tymes already. Hindustan jap la kn. Suddenly, I miss Baihaqi. I thas been days since he last called me and I can't remember when is tht. Bt, it's okey, he's only my frnd kn. No point missing hym too much. I'd rather miss my bbyg. I miss her already. I'm only left w 3 mre days to my camp day. I don't really feel lyke going after wht had happened th past few days. And lyke finally, Luut actually called me and waited fr me at my void deck jst nw. He kissed me tao. Alaalala ~ Apology accepted laa Luut. See, loving kn my brother yng satu nyq. Hwever, only God knws hw I'm feeling right nw. If only someone cn send me in th coma so tht I won't feel things lyke this. I can't take it anymre la! I knw, I should nt take those type of actions bt, I can't control myself any longer. I saw some of my frnds taking tht actions so, I did when I knw I'm nt suppose to. I need someone to talk to right nw, pleaaaasse. Enough of all this. I don't want another of all this. I'm tired of crying and doing sucha stupid things. Sunday, November 15, 2009
     I realised tht I've been acting differently this days after wht had happened fr th past few days. I look strong frm th outsyde bt nt frm th insyde. I've been having moodswings fr th past few days and I think I knw th reason. Nwadays, I find it difficult to remember things. Eyy bbyg! When did we watch 2012? So, yeaah. Above are pichas tht we took when we watched 2012. Th movie was srsly scary and I actually cried at th last part. Kn bbyg? Before going fr th movie, my neighbour's house was on fire =O So, our plan had to be delayed. Adoi! After all tht, at night, Luut called and said tht he wanted to meet me and it was arnd 11 plus and I was already sleepy. He called abng Wan to ask fr permission. So I dragged myself to th void deck w my sleepy face and I saw Luut sitting at chair there and th frst thing I saw hym, he slapped my face and scolded me. I was shock and I strght away woke up. My cheeks still hurts right nw. I knw, I've chnge yeah people. And I knw I deserve tht slap frm someone who is older thn me lyke my own brother bt never expected it to be frm Luut. I'm still in a process of frgetting everything tht had happened in my past relationships. I feel tht I can't bt hopefully I cn after Luut slapping me. I'm off fr camp this Friday fr 3 days. I remembered his promises when I said I was going fr camp tapy skrng da taq perlu ingat ingat tuu suma. Tol taq? After my camp, I'm gonna gt things done frst fr my bday. Hwever, I'm nt really looking frward to my bday. This year gonna be jst lyke last year yeaah. Didn't expect th same thing to happen again this year. Luut, I'm sorry. I knw u were only trying to help. Bt, I'm sure u knw your little sister, Barney pretty well yeah. I didn't expect such a loving and caring brother lyke u would slapped me on tht day when u actually knew I was having so much problems. I knw u're concern about me. So, pleaase, pick up my call and reply my msges. I promise I won't do it again aye brother. Thursday, November 12, 2009
         Hi all. I dnt knw where to strt th stry cause there's too many of it. I've frgetten th day tht I met Baihaqi, th day tht he actually left me and th reason and many mre. Ey, yes it's true tht Barney and Ruddy da taqda ppr lgyq. Actually kn, idk wht actually happened uh. Angeyn taqda, ribot taqda, tao tao, da taqda ppr lgyq. Actually, I didn't realise until I realise tht it was already 1 week synce we did nt talk. So, Barney adr laa tunggu cam buah taq jato jato kn, rupanya, buah da lamer jato. U left me without saying anything. And, if th reason is about 'abng farrah' thingy whom actually called u saying this and tht, I'm nt sure if u're actually th old u who will always call me up to ask if it's true or whtever laa kn. I cn see tht u've moved on, so yeaah, goodbye and takecare and I hope u'll be happy w th nxt girlfee of yours and find a better one thn me. (: I cried fr days and night thinking about all this until Bob and Din Soprano chat w me and I told them everything. Thanks to Bob who helped me alot in this and Din Soprana, although u scolded me fr wht I've said, I knw u were concern about me although we ain't tht close. And of course thanks to th rest who is always there fr me yeaah. Frm wht Bob said, I've decided to move on w lyfe. Thnks many many many many many erq Bob. Hidop maty Bob laa kn ^^ Ahhhahhs! And to Ruddy, I'll try to frget u bt nt hate u ayee. Thank you fr all those sweet moments tht w had through out our 4 mnths and those pormises aye. (: Gdbye and takecare. I'll update soooon yeah people, bye. Labels: I'm bck w my bad habits. Stop barney stop |
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